Why the Holiday Season?

I've been with someone for about two and a half years now. Yes, it has been on and off.
He lives in Australia now.
Moved there in November when his roommate's girlfriend decided to start some more drama.
She claimed I stole a coat. Stole his boss's radio. Stole boots. Stole a car.
Why is she the only one who comes up with these things that I have stolen?
Something goes missing, of course it's me who steals them.
Yes, I have done some mean things to her in the past. She deserved them.
I had righted my wrongs.

Then, I'm in class and a girl decided to befriend me.
It was all a plan, a plot, to make me seem insane.
No, I don't have an alter ego. I'm bipolar you idiot.
The roommate's girlfriend was trying to make my life hell.
I would even ignore her. Well, not completely ignore her.
I would be nice to her. I would say "Hi!" everytime we saw her.
She is manipulative. Her mother even told us that.

Then her life started falling apart. "Feel sorry for her, she was adopted" he would always say.
I don't care if she feels worthless because she was adopted.
"Her father died two years ago"
I didn't even know her when he died, or when he was alive.
It's not my fault that he died on my birthday.

Eventually I wasn't even allowed over anymore because she didn't feel comfortable with me there. What if he didn't like her? Would she not be able to be there?
Like hell that would happen. The roommate wouldn't let that happen. He was the dictator of the house. He could do no wrong.

Now, they say that I am stalking them. I live in a completely different town then them. I have to drive for an hour just to get to that town. They said that they are going to have to put a restraining order on me if I talk to them one more time. I didn't threaten them. By law they can't get a restraining order on me.

I took a nap the other night during the time that he calls me. My friend answers the phone and told him that I was sleeping. This upset him. He thought that I was cheating on him. Of course this happened during the holiday season. Ruined my holiday once again.

Last year he ignored me when I went to state cheerleading. That sure helped my focus on the routine. The first time we went out on the floor I dropped a girl on her face. Shockingly enough we made it to finals.

He texted me that night.

At finals the next day we did our routine perfect. The stunt that fell the day before was stronger than ever. We owned that floor. We even got second in state because we did so good. We know for a fact that the only reason that we didn't get first was because we only had 9 girls on our squad. The winning team had 35.

Everything happens during the holiday season. He must really hate Christmas. The funny thing is the text message he sent me the night before.

"Happy new year! I love you very very much and lets try and make this year better than last one and not fuck it up ok? Ya tye lyublyu!"

Then the next day he's telling me he thinks I'm cheating on him. How does that work?




the season is overrated. alie.